So, you all know where
my body is – it is on the other side of the world, in strange and wonderful
surroundings, enveloped by colors and smells and sights still unfamiliar and
engaging to my eye.
My, head – having a
harder time than my body…
We’ve been talking some
about the differences between Mission and Pilgrimage. And what is Ministry? What
role does Ministry play in these two ideas? Is its role different? The same? As one member of our
Team so aptly put it, Mission is more about others than ourselves. Pilgrimage is more
about ourselves than others. In my head
– Mission is a more external focus and Pilgrimage is more of an internal one.
Mission is more about doing, Pilgrimages are more about being.
India is ALL about
being. And it can be hard. I live in a culture that has elevated multi-tasking
to an art. I like the schedule, I like being able to categorize and organize and
label. It takes a lot of energy to not be doing.
So – Ministry – let me
muse on that one a bit…
I think Ministry is
present (or should be) in both M & P. There is Ministry in big moments and
in small ones. And what Ministry is to me is different from what Ministry is to
others. There is Ministry in sharing a cup of tea with beautiful people in
delicate china cups. There is Ministry in letting yourself be escorted home the
whole 150 feet by a group of teenagers that don’t want to say Good Night. There
is Ministry in dancing with children and watching the Bishop do the YMCA. There
is definitely Ministry in being a visual and tactile representative of the
support offered from the other side of the globe. Heck – there may even be
Ministry in losing your place in the song in front of thousands of people. (It
is at this point that I can visualize Kyle Ritter waggling his finger at me at
saying “Those waters right there – they run deep…”.)
However, it is at times
such as these that I must acknowledge the
reality of an altered measurement of time. And, in so doing, my vision
(illusion?) of myself as being a low maintenance, semi-self-sufficient
individual wavers a bit. It goes back to the butterfly flapping its wings.
Everything I do affects others and everything others do affects me. India makes
you learn that it is imperative to watch the butterflies. It’s the
journey.
The
question is asked, if life’s journey were endless where is its
goal? The answer is, it is everywhere.
We are in a palace which has no end, but which we have reached. By exploring it
and extending our relationship with it we are ever making it more and more our
own.
Rabindranath
Tagore
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